I Am The Boss... Lol

Oh my god I'm gonna die because of all the strain on me... At work everyone is on vacation now, I mean EVERYONE in my department, I'm the only one left and I have to take care of EVERYTHING which is totally insane cuz i'm supposed to update the database which means go have a look at invoices, gather information and enter it in the system they use. But for now I do anything other people in the factory want the purchasing department to do.

= translation tuesday I had to order 24MT of methylene chloride, had to find a supplier who has enough product and could deliver it at the right time while keeping the price as low as possible... And by the way I have no idea what methylene chloride is and what it is used for lol but anyway... At the same time I had to deal with a full truck of soda which wouldn't be accepted by the Quality Control Department because something wasn't ok, I don't know what or why but I had to find another load of soda for the next day or they would have had to shut down the factory... ouch. Now when I turn on my computer in the morning and check my e-mails, I'm sooo scared something crazy is gonna pop up lol =\

Emotionally ew I don't know what's happening but I feel like isolating myself from the majority of my friends =\ Lately everytime I talk/hang out with a friend, it either ends up in a fight or a boring moment where I have nothing to say... Except my bestfriend, awww love her <3 but she's back in Algeria right now booo =\

I'm thinking of dropping out of school, cuz I can't stand this school anymore, too much pressure for too little an achievement =\ Plus I hate the city where my uni is, I hate the people there =[ I just wanna leave this country I think. But to go where? The US doesn't want me... [however I've begun seriously thinking about migrating there illegaly and work my way like that... still need to be thought about lol, quite risky, but hey how many lives do we have again? oh wait, isn't it just one life? =P ]

Oh and I've also been talking online to this one guy who found me so randomly and he's cool and I hope he's not like messing up with me because online meetings... I'm very careful. Enough bitches in reality, no need to meet more online lol. I had very serious convos with that guy... but he lives in Anaheim Hills... booo it's unfair. And I'm still thinking about that cute other someone who struck my feelings... double booo =P